I wrote this a few weeks ago, via IG on a whim. You see, I’ve been through a lot in my adult years and as a result of that, I’m very very very hard on myself. I am a nit picker, I am a perfectionist, I like to be the boss and do it my way……but at the same time, I know my weaknesses. Well GRAMMAR and writing are not a grand skill in my repertoire
I write when I have the inspiration which is a lot. I *POST* the things that I write when I’m not feeling so critical of myself. Lets just over exaggerate here and say that’s about 1% of the time that I post what I have written.
It is usually well received and this is just something I will have to get over….and Im working on it. Slowly !
The following is unedited grammatically because that is how I wrote it from my phone and I am striving to be ALWAYS AUTHENTIC – .
I’ve yo yoed back and forth (quite literally!!!) about so many things, and with my emotions and my self esteem, with being treated as though I’m worth nothing to work or my S.O.
Let me tell you. If anyone tells you you are worthless, or acts as though you are. But then comes back with I never said that, but their ACTIONS prove otherwise. Trust and believe your gut!!!! Don’t bow down to that person. That person has issues with themself.
That’s not you or your heart issue it lies within that person.
Love yourself kid. And your creator because that is where it all begins.
All I want out of life is for my children, my family to know they are loved unconditionally. There is no I only love you *if* you meet my standards , or my priorities or if you fold the effing towels a specific (MY) way. I love you for ever and always, even if you mess up.
You is important you is smart & you are absolutely worthy of living a beautiful life !!!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️